i don’t want to look back

“until the day the ocean doesn’t touch the sand, now and forever I will be your man..”=’(

NO.

I don’t want to get back there anymore.

I’m happy now so be it.

It’s almost 2years since that day, but why are you still haunting me??? Please stop it. I’m not liking it. Now is a different thing. I already managed to get here, but please, please, por favor, don’t bring me back in that torment. I don’t think i can still do it the second time around. Maybe, I might really lose this one now. So please stop it.
It took a lot of everything for me to get here..to be back here. Yeah, you won that game. But I chose to lose that one. Because it’s weird that I like YOU hurting me badly.

Once upon a…

a couple of hours from now (4:00a.m) i will be at the last step of the house i entered last July 4, 2009. it’s quite confusing but to those who understands this (my b*tches) it will be a crystal clear. so i am happy, and at the same time excited and anxious. in short, it was a colorful blend of emotions.
i know i am not yet ready for this, but i have to face this. just like before. i don’t have enough time to relax my nerves, time is ticking so fast. i just have to let things flow and sail with me — of course.
as for now, for my b*tches< CONGRATULATIONS, we made it this far. stronger the circle we..batch 09-A!